September 2014 Archives
September 07, 2014 @ 09:01 EDT
Consolation Shopping?
In the death throes of my last two relationships, I made a couple of large-ish, almost-but-not-quite impulse purchases. The last time, it was an eighteen-year-old pickup truck. This time, it was a seven-year-old travel/camper trailer:
Naturally, there were several reasons for these purchases, but in the end I think it was a matter of making progress towards my long-term goals and dreams -- And a burning desire to not let the fact that I was once again going at things alone stopping me from actually doing what I wanted with my life.
The truck, and now this trailer, were incremental steps towards the goal of a more outdoorsy life, not just in the camping-over-random-weekends-year-round sense, but more importantly, the epic roadtrip and the ability to be more nomadic and still support myself while practicing my trade.
It's high time I stop tying myself down and take advantage of my freedom of movement. After my last move, I built an[other] empty nest in a place considerably larger than I actually needed, to hold stuff I mostly don't care about (or use) anyway. It's also a big burden financially, and that's hurting my long-term plans, all of which require a decent chunk of cash.
This nesting makes more sense if I'm living with someone else, but since I'm not and will likely remain that way, why maintain the trappings of a life I do not (and will not) have when it actively interferes with what I want?
...Which brings me back to my not-quite-impulse purchases -- I bought the truck to enable a dream, and later the camper to help realize that dream. It's my dream, my journey.. and one worth travelling.